About my dad..

My father was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer on August 28th, 2009. He slipped into a coma on January 31st, 2010 and passed away gently and quietly later that afternoon. He was 61 years old.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Dream..

You came to me in a dream just now...

I was working as an animal rescue agent, and I walked into a house to find an animal, and there you were. You were kneeling down working on the door of a dinner buffet cabinet.
I knelt down by you and we hugged. You had a tiny silver eagles feather earring, hanging from your right ear.
We had this conversation:

Me: I miss you, Dad.
You: I miss you.
Me: Are you okay?
You: Yeah, I'm okay.
You: I wish I could see you.
Me: You can see me in my dreams.
You: *smile*
Me: We can fly all over the place, we can fly to australia together. We could never do that in life.
You: *smile*
Me: *stands up* I need to get back to work, Dad.
You: (I forget what you said here, something about not wanting me to go.)
Me: (I forget what I said, about needing to go save the animals.)

The dream continued on about saving a dog.. then I woke. In seconds on waking there you were in my mind, this dream, you. I can still feel your hug, still smell you, still hear your voice. I can only believe it was you dad, we were so connected in life, there is no way it wasn't you.

I love you daddy, and yes, I do miss you.

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